Comfy Cozy Christmas

To my friends who read the blog, pour yourselves another eggnog because without you I don't know where I would be. Merry comfy cozy Christmas from me!

terminals

I never hold on when I change, terminals at ATL. It's a balance of grace in a place where I tripped and fell but if grace receives all my weight then it becomes a crutch and I don't wanna walk with a crutch so much that I can't stand taller than before. It splintered and I felt horrendous (lying through the gap in my teeth) when broken is when you can mend us so help me get back up on my feet. Just passing through trying to catch that glimpse of you.

Oil And Water

Gone when you get stuck, sleeping when you wake up, love around the other coast, off to the races, headed other places, chasing a fimiliar ghost. No one said it would be this hard, how could I know? Why do we always get so far before we let go? Cycle seasons watching you leave and thinking I could change the rules, rocks in the ocean, wheels in motion, wishing is a game of fools. Kicking screaming, softly speaking, we're all parting ways, we'll go wander oil and water while we separate. And we seperate nothing is the same forever, wish I could make you stay.

It's Christmas Time

It's Christmas time and I'm warm inside despite the bitter cold because you're here with me and I guarantee my heart is yours to hold so we smile below this mistletoe as if we need a hint and the falling snow well I bet it knows how love can pull you in. It's crystal clear that this Christmas cheer is healthy for the soul. Little lights flash in your eyes, growing by the fireside, leave the presents on the floor because you're the one I'm waiting for. Let me lead the way this holiday. Let's fly around the world tonight, I love the way you hold me tight, can't fight the way I feel inside, kiss me babe it's Christmas time.

She wound the thread around the pieces of my broken heart and left me to believe that girls don't wanna leave. A starry night without a fear of heights, I can't recall. I miss the way she whipsered in my ear before she left it had me so convinced and Juliet's romantic balcony wins out the war. When you're alone, I hope my ghost never leaves because when I'm home your painful memory is always haunting me. As you doze off tonight, I'll toss and turn. As your sweet dreams take flight, I'll crash and burn. While your heart flutters free, I still can't breath. As you stir in your sleep the though is killing me, when I see you around my eyes go wide, when you race throught my mind I die inside. I hope you think of me. 

Sahara

Lying on my side knowing of thirst is how I'll die, chalk on my tongue. Lying on the night beneath the dunes is where lie to block the sun. Trying to ignite some sort of passion from inside to overcome. This feeling of desertion can't be worse than never having anyone. A lion on his side was is the lying or his pride which brought him down, once the king of beasts but now they feast on the thoughts beneath his vacant crown. Trying to decide was it the lying or the pride which brought it down, to be alone, to be dethroned believe me I know all about it now. I never told you then that I'd be easy to love, supposedly I'm a man but I felt like cub. I wandered into the plains further and farther away not ever knowing that I'd never come back the same. As my organs gave way I swear I felt something burst it's been thirteen days and I'm dying of thirst. For the birds who prey I pray that someone else will get here first. I am not alone, I'll be alright just take these bones and breathe them back to life. So I'll ask one thing, just one thing of you. Don't ever turn me loose, even when I turn my back. 

Bombshell Blonde

That blonde she's a bomb, she's an atom bomb rigged up and ready to drop. Bad news I'm a fuse and I've met my match so stand back because it's about to go off. Her love is a drug laced with ecstacy and her charm is spiked with a spell, a hot mess in a dress gets the best of me. She's ice cold but she's making me melt. That vixen she's a master of disguise I see danger when I look in her eyes. She's so foxy she can lead to my demise so I'm running because I've run out of time. She's a bombshell blonde wired up to detonate and I'm James Bond live to die another day, high explosive dynamite, she's all I want so I am on a mission tonight. 

Embers

There were days when each hour was a war I fought to survive, there were nights full of nightmares and I dreaded closing my eyes, there were skies that burst open with a downpour to down me alive but the world took a spark like a match in the dark and the fire brought me alive. You'll find there'll be morning when the ashes and embers are cold, but you'll fight with a passion and you'll never stop because you know, it gets better and your story has yet to be told, every push, every shove, every war, every love the coals are beging to glow. We're burning bright as we all unite, and when it's all said and done we'll shine like the sun so don't let the fire die and we'll watch the sky as it fills with light and though the embers are new whatever you do just don't let the fire die.